I don't know what's happened, i don't think it's so much that i have fallen out of love with art, more that i have fallen in love with the world at the peril of my own work.
I have been distracted my the finer things in life, such as food, romance, sex, warmth, friendship, seasonal change, travel, nightlife, the list goes on.
The course has, as of recent been a bit crap in my opinion, mainly down to the entire Enterprise module, and it's outstanding ability to clear me of all artistic passion.
This is one reason to hate consumerism, in the fact that by saying outloud 'i wish to be an artist' that means the government become frantic and desperate to make sure i do actually earn enough money to give them taxes, thus placing me in the most mind numbing module i have ever had placed infront of me.
If this wasn't bad enough the bloody thing was only worth 10 credits! But the tutors seemed to care more about this than the work of the practical module. And the cherry on the cake is your own head of department forgetting to give you a brief and upon realising, telling you it's ok because really you don't have to do that much for it anyway, while the head of enterprise insits you do stuff that isn't really necessery! ARGH.
All this being said, this is why i have ceased contact with blog. My mind has been else where and i decided to enjoy life for a bit without feeling guilty. Hopefully one day, many years from now this wil project in my work.
But for the first tim ein a while i spotted some things i found to be pretty spectacular.
Both of them rather surreal but completely different.
